I am tired of being well. I am not sure this trade-off was worth it since my body feels horrible despite my best efforts at HEALTH. The world is poisoned, I have little faith in diet and exercise and all that jazz. All that jazz, all that jazzmine, gardenia, wysteria and hydrangea. That is what I need, a sea of scents and soft light to carry me away. That is mostly what I think about lately...I am plotting an escape. Not sure how or what from or where to but I am. Something has to change. In a way that does not involve giving up.
2 comments:
beautiful picture -- is it yours?
i am tired of being well too -- frankly, i'm just tired.
i have to say, tho, when i look at myself, i'm less well than i think.
hmmm. so glad you are posting!!!!
my body looks healthy. weight is way up. But my mind is so troubled by it all.
Hope you are doing okay, no struggle not progress!
<3
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