i just wrote my heart out and deleted it by accident. it's funny, though, having written out my heart-ache, i feel better.
quickly, i'm seeing a guy who's kind of cold, but i'm really attracted to him. he's smart, funny, wise and interesting. he's just reserved and very non-commital. of course, i'm crazy about him.
when i date guys who are into me, i get weirded out and turned off.
last night i was at a party. all these guys were talking to me, giving me their numbers, asking the hostess about me. (so weird, this never happens to me.)
at the end of the night, the hostess came over to me and said she couldn't believe how many guys had asked about me. and then she said, "your boyfriend's a fool."
i think my last post sounded like i think i'm "all that" with guys after me.
it is soo not the norm. i didn't even get asked out until i was in my 30s. i always felt ugly and awful, ya know.
it's odd that, one month from turning 47, i'm getting all this attention.
actually makes me pretty uncomfortable. shawna, i can't find your email. i want to email you. if you have a chance, can you send it to me at mstatmore@mindspring.com
I only fall in love with people who make me hate myself obviously.
No, your post didnt make you sound like you thought too highly of yourself, you were just relaying facts. You have a nice way of writing technically about emotional things and it makes for clarity. I appreciate it.
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i just wrote my heart out and deleted it by accident. it's funny, though, having written out my heart-ache, i feel better.
quickly, i'm seeing a guy who's kind of cold, but i'm really attracted to him. he's smart, funny, wise and interesting. he's just reserved and very non-commital. of course, i'm crazy about him.
when i date guys who are into me, i get weirded out and turned off.
last night i was at a party. all these guys were talking to me, giving me their numbers, asking the hostess about me. (so weird, this never happens to me.)
at the end of the night, the hostess came over to me and said she couldn't believe how many guys had asked about me. and then she said, "your boyfriend's a fool."
my response, "he's not my boyfriend".
life is a little "edgy" all-around right now. boo
i think my last post sounded like i think i'm "all that" with guys after me.
it is soo not the norm. i didn't even get asked out until i was in my 30s. i always felt ugly and awful, ya know.
it's odd that, one month from turning 47, i'm getting all this attention.
actually makes me pretty uncomfortable. shawna, i can't find your email. i want to email you. if you have a chance, can you send it to me at mstatmore@mindspring.com
I only fall in love with people who make me hate myself obviously.
No, your post didnt make you sound like you thought too highly of yourself, you were just relaying facts. You have a nice way of writing technically about emotional things and it makes for clarity. I appreciate it.
shawna.atkins@gmail.com
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