here is how i look at a bar. after drinking some soco listening intently to Leah... totally unaware that jacob is using his iphone as a camera. all these gadgets and gizmos..am i 80 yet?
i want to go home. i mean, in that picture i was happy but somewhere in side me i would almost ALWAYS rather be athome. and by home i mean forest.
and by forest i mean home.
and i cant imagine not having a forest to run thru - your very own forest.
and i tell my self that home is in your head. home is in your heart.
the forest is inside you.
well it isnt. it is in a precise location a latitude and longitude that NO ONE wants to be at with me.
except me. or can be at.
i have lived in Natchitoches for over ten years and it does not feel like home...it is not home.
it is just the place i live and work.
the forest is home i belong in the forest i dont know what is going to happen to me but
i am pretty sure whatever happens...i'll be alone.
and i think i've always known it.
1 comment:
Happy New Year to you. I hope 2009 brings you some of what you want and none of what you don't. Failing that, I hope you find a little peace.
Lola x
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