oh the humanity

So i posted the previous blog to my mypsace and then i was immediately like i wonder if that was offensive i should totally AMEND that so as not to offend anyone with children or religious beliefs, etc, and as soon as i did an old friend posted that she LIKED my post bc it was honest and she liked me bc i was TRUE and i replied that i thought the same thing of her..but then when i got back to this blog i had lost a follower and i was like ohmgod what'd i do? and that is one of the many weird things about being on the internets and blogging and total strangers and being a person like me who has waaay to many opinions to be so sensitive about offending anyone.
but the thing about ME is that i grew up in a TINY RURAL TOWN IN THE DEEP SOUTH and religion and family structure and tradions were EXTREMELY CONSERVATIVE almost to the point of being ridiculous. and i can imagine that that is, in fact, a unique point of view if you are not used to it. The simple act of being vegetarian was - no IS STILL - like...groundbreaking...in this area so when i seem aggravated or angry and like a bit of a godless liberal (well...wait) it is bc many of the religions around here do not believe in watching TV or dancing!! or even birth control!! and they want the government to enforce these beleifs!! And i grew up not fitting in. and there was only like two options you could choose or you were "WEIRD". and yeah it was aggravating. This is not really the place for celebrating differences. which is why, yeah i should probably leave. but of course I totally believe that everyone should be whatever religion they want to be as long as it isn't forced on anyone else. and then again i dont know that i really have followers at all bc some of htem seem like spam. crazyness but ive gotten SPAM comments on my blog. really. okay i went out to run errands and forgot my wallet and so i came back and went out again and i bought two canvases so now im going to paint. for real. god i love humanity.